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I have always been a government victim, but last year was next level target hood.

So what happened?

I got clean from 7 years opium addictions and my body clock was going back to normal as a woman considering it was abnormal for 7 years due to the addictions. However from 2020 I was on Buprenorphine (a medical replacement of opium) and once consumed, you cannot smoke opium on it otherwise you go into a severe 24 hours withdrawal for which you need to be hospitalised. I was steady on this up until December 22nd 2022, the day in which I stopped taking the medications because I decided to become drug free and better my life. I passed all my urine tests with the NHS drug and rehabilitation programme I was registered to over these years and I also collected all my medications from the pharmacy weekly, like clock work for which they have a track record. I worked many jobs and have evidence to support this and my sons attendance at school was always above 90%. I managed to give myself and my son a good disciplined routine, the only issue was, I was suffering mentally because I had no hormones therefore I was not happy. But I never revealed how I felt to anyone in my life and suffered in silence, because it is how I am built. I only tell Allah how I really feel and do not allow my self inflicted problems affect others because its a ME problem.

I had a good job at ADP as a client support payroll specialist which I worked hard to obtain before I stopped the Buprenorphine on 22/12/22. It is because I passed the academy that I decided to become my better self so that I can close the chapter on my past. I managed to quit the medication within 2 weeks and as I was withdrawing at work I managed to get the highest statistics in my support group. No one knew I was an addict. My job done well up until March 2023. I started to get really bad abdominal pains due to returning hormones (menstrual cycle) after 7 years and I become couch bound at home. I tried working from home but the pain was unbearable. I felt like I was at deaths door so I started studying the Qur’an in English after 16 years and it started to bring me moments of relief. I was at my wits end with the struggles in society and the fabrications I was seeing every where, so I randomly jumped online and decided to get the attention of all the influencers and politicians by exposing everyone through comedy. (little did I know, they knew whom I was before I did).

I was bleeding heavily and could not get off my couch or get my son to school therefore I called the school to let them know I was unwell and having trouble getting hold of any family members to assist me.

What did they do?

They called the police and the mental health team and put paranoia in my family that I am a danger to my son.

Even though I was in communication with them the whole time and my son was fine. I was not though.

I have since found the original child protection document – the first one which the social services were refusing to give me and then they sent me a new one with different lies. And now none of their new lies make sense. But this I shall get to later. Lets stick to the time line.. please continue reading from below.

They also said on the Child Protection Document that Ismaeel had bruises on him which is a false statement (A lie).

It also says on my Child protection Document that the police said an informant called them and said I was running around like a headless chicken saying ”kill the Jews and the world is ending.” Another false statement because…

No.1 I could not get off my couch or leave my house.

No.2 Even if someone is off their face and high on addictions, unless they believe in those statements, they will never say them. I do not have anything against the Jews nor did I know anything about the last day at that time. So the time the police made this statement, was the time I jumped online. So this makes more sense, that they wanted to shut me up online.

Police also know that all my addictions, I was led to them. Someone laced my cigarettes with Opium. I did a freedom course for domestic violence and told all the support workers. I was admitted into hospital in 2017, my brothers were with me when I alerted the staff. I have told police countless times but all this has been disregarded.

(For them to say ‘the world is ending…’ is very specific. Its like they knew who I was and who my son was, before I did). And they never mentioned anything about informants, jews or world ending to my family members when I was arressted. They said I was vulnerable due to domestic violence and people doing fraud on my accounts online and taking advantage of me. Nor did they mention Ismaeel’s bruises. Because he had none. Just a rash due to A2’s shower not working. Which I told my family about and the school.

Then the mental health team turned up at my house, three of them sat in front of me with notepads interrogating me about my book and my life.

I answered all their questions honestly, they asked me what I am writing and I said I am exposing the royal family, covid was a set up and Israel are a bunch of demonic oppressors. Other than that I am coming off addictions and looking forward to a better life.

They kept putting pressure on my family and my ex husband, me and my ex husband had an argument, police came and the tenancy agreement is on my name therefore If I want someone to leave my house, I have every right considering I am a victim of sexual assault and domestic violence. But who got arrested?

Me

The police, 6 of them, grabbed me like I was a terrorist and arrested me. When we got to the station they said they were arresting me because they were worried people were taking advantage of me online and I was vulnerable.

Then they gave me the KORAH whilst I was in the cell when I never asked for the Quran so not sure why they handed me this specific book. It was full of extremism. (If they were really sure about the ‘kill the Jews’ accusations then why are they giving me this book, to further support my cause? Its ridiculous), I just put it to one side and ignored them.

They never mention anything about the false accusations about killing the Jews and the last day etc. This I discovered after, I actually discovered the last day, about a year and a half later. Because its on my sons child protection plan minutes.

Then I was transferred to the hospital and they put me in a cold empty assessment suits with a filthy mattress and no wifi entertainment etc

So I kept myself to myself and just did equations on the wall. But the buzzer was not working so anytime I wanted water etc I had to kick the doors and my ankles would swell up. They had cctv in the room but they just did not care. It was like they were testing my patience.

The doctors kept trying to tell me I am in there for my safety and after a week transferred me to be with patients.

When I was with them, doctors kept telling me I had psychotic episodes even though I hadnt done anything wrong so I did not understand when exactly I had these episodes.

The doctors all had ‘nick names’ of influencers… They thought this would add to my paranoia.. But I knew exactly what they were doing. They wanted me to speak up about it so they can add it to their list of ‘delusional fabrications.’ I stayed quiet. I had a bigger motive.

I completed my 8 weeks and I won the appeal because they’re all retards. And then I went home.

But the issue was, this led to my son going on to a child protection plan and then they started targeting my role as a mother. They said I cannot stop the medications even though they had no diagnosis for a mental illness. The medications made me lazy and depressed and it was a struggle just to get my son to school. I also had severe back pains which the NHS kept ignoring. They kept threatning to put me on injections even though they had not given me a diagnosis. Nor had I done anything wrong for them to threaten me with this. I was taking my medications as and when they were given. So the whole experience was just really bizarre to me. I thought I was in a night mare, expired grown wrinkley assss babies running the systems services with no knowledge. It was horrific.

Then no matter how hard I pushed myself to do better, they kept belittling me and saying I am not raising my son properly. Even though it was due to the medications that It was slowing down my recovery from coming off addictions.

I also had to rely on my ex husband whose not a great person due to his addictions and they knew I would have to rely on him. It was helping their cause to try and ruin my life and put my son into care.

Then in November when I announced who my son was online, things seemed to be escalating and they were coming at me hard. All the stress and headache from the beginning of this mess led to me over reacting to another argument between me and my ex husband and again I was in my living room with the door sealed with the sofar asking everyone to leave my house until I calm down. But the police broke the door and said I was suicidal (suicide is haram) and they pepper sprayed me and broke my thumb and arrested me. This was the day I went online and said ALIF LAM MIM is the TIME. And I knew 786 was to do with the time. The police were saying really bizarre things to me once I was outside getting searched and retrained. My eyes were shut but my ears were open. Again I knew exactly what they were doing so I kept my mouth shut.

This time they said I was delusional and again gave me the korah in the police cell.

I was transferred to the same terrorist assessment suit and this time the doctors asked me If I am hearing voices, I said no. And I said I know 786 is connected to the TIME. They tried to tell me I am delusional.

Then they kept asking me If I needed a scholar to talk me through divorce. I thought in what world have doctors become marriage councillors? So I told them to mind their own damn business.

I was transferred to be around patients and again I was calm and left after 8 weeks because theyre all retards.

But they kept telling me I am a bad mother and then I realised my son was not doing great at school and kept coming home with bruises and did not remember how he got them. Then I woke up. My blood was boiling. And still is. And they were mocking me online to try and break me down so I stop the knowledge. But in return it has made me stronger to fight even harder and destroy them all.

Then I saw the 786 code on the clock at ST MARYS CHURCH and I saw the grave stones all said GENTILES; GODS CHOSEN SACRED ONES.

GENTILES ARE PAEDOPHILES WHO SEXUALLY ASSAULT CHILDREN AS YOUNG AS 3.

So for them to say I am hearing voices was another lie – they could have said its associated it to the church or anything. But my question is to them, am I and the nation of Stanwell hallucinating when we walk past the church clock and grave stones every day?

Then I figured out the TIME on 6.9.24 (6.9.02) and since then they have backed off a bit because they know my knowledge is bullet proof and I know all their secrets.

Then I actually read the CPP documents and saw all the false statements. So they tried to set me up for addictions, mental illness and worst case would have set me up for terrorism but I got the calculations of the last day first. Thank fully.

Of Course I have challenged the social services and the school and the police to face to face debate or meeting. But they always want to do it ON WEBCAM.. I wonder why?

Since I have told them my conclusion and the right time, they seem to be back tracking and telling me to forget the past and move forward?

Are they insane?

Do I look like a push over?

I did nothing wrong, I told the truth since day 1… And whose laughing now?

They refused me PIP after forcing me to medications for a year and a half without diagnosis

They charged me £180 working council tax when I should be on £22 single mother discount rate per month

They messed up my energy bills

Kept sending bailiffs to my house

Messed up my DBS record

I have a mental illness on my record

The child protection chair broke the law by dropping a mental health diagnosis on me without a GP present and its recorded, JUST TO EXTEND THE PLAN FOR A FURTHER 6 MONTHS SO THEY CAN CONTINUE MESSING WITH ME AND MY SON. Because once the plan is off my son, its harder for them to do it. This was on July 22nd. They then broke the data protection act by forging documents of my discharge summary from when I was released from hospital on January 22nd to try and cover up her mistake. But all the meetings from Jan are recorded and my sister was present in one of them and Shamile in all of them and in every meeting I kept asking what my diagnosis was. Had they known, they would have said it in one of these meetings. I also went to the GP after January 22nd and asked them what my diagnosis was but they could not answer me either.

They threatened to pollute my tap water and with evidence I realised its toxic after a month and when I gave the evidence to the social worker he said I am over reacting. My sons new water bottle was all defected so just imagine what the tap water is doing to a child’s lungs and organs?

They kept censoring me online as well as my content. I lost so many followers on twitter everytime they deleted my accounts also. They also hacked my gmail and facebook and whatsapp accounts in the start of this process. When the police said I was ‘vulnerable.’

The police refused to assist me with my sexual assault when it happened and last year when I spoke up about it. Why? I am a British Citizen… Wonder why they are ignoring me?

They dont know the time

They dont know what a woman is

They dont know what addictions or mental health is

They dont know how to count

They dont know how to wash their back sides

They believe in fake planets

They believe in dinosaurs

They worship cows and their urine and stool

The social workers last words were that the reason they thought I had a mental illness was because of what I told the mental health team, I was writing in my book.

I said they came to my house uninvited and I answered all their questions honestly.. whether I am talking about Disneyland or The stars or the government, its my book. Nothing to do with you lot.

He agreed.

But the point is they came after the police made those fabrications up about ‘killing the Jews.’ So clearly they always had a bigger motive.

Do they really think I am going to allow them to dictate for me, a mental illness?

So I am starting my new job in 2 weeks and I do not need anyone but Allah and my son.

This Allah told me before all this started. Woe to all the fools who choose to live in a delusion when I come with clear proofs that can be verified by anyone.

These clear proofs are the proofs Prophet Muhammad introduced since 610 but they have been concealed.

On the 8th of November 2025, the social worker visited my home because my son was not at school due to food poisoning. I had taken him to the GP and the school was aware, but as always the social need to come to the house to find anything, to stir it into a shit storm. Even if they do not find anything, they create something. But unfortunately for them, they are a bunch of really poor blaggers.

So from this audio recording (and all my audio’s are not only great comedy but very educational) you will determine…

# That this is the day I had enough and alerted them that I am relocating to my fathers. But even a bimbo can figure out that the social were not happy about me going to my fathers and kept saying, if you’re struggling then you should go.

# I said I am not struggling, I am going because I have had enough of all the broken laws and lies which you all refuse to address.

# The social worker says ‘I am not denying that!’ Towards the end of the conversation. He tried using Ismaeel missing education as a reason for me not to go. But I said this is oppression and I am restless and my sanity comes first.

# I also said you lot don’t know what a woman is, or how to count or the time. Accept it. And he looked like he was going to cry and then he walked out of the door.

# This is how me and the government communicate. Firm tone.

Please click on the audio recording. Get your popcorn ready. I have loads of recordings.

UPDATE 21/11/2024

SO THE SOCIAL HAVE SENT A NEW CHILD PROTECTION PLAN AND TRIED TO ERASE THEIR OLD BROKEN LAWS AND MISTAKES AND THEY BROKE THE LAW ON JULY 22ND WHEN THEY DIAGNOSED ME WITH A MENTAL HEALTH CONDITION WITHOUT A GP PRESENT ON CAMERA. BY LAW I HAVE REQUESTED THESE MEETINGS TO BE SENT TO MY INBOX AS I AM PRESENT IN THE MEETINGS AND HAVE EVERY RIGHT. BUT THEY ARE REFUSING AS THEY KNOW THEY HAVE MESSED UP BADLY.

The school has not been passing on my messages to the correct authorities or my family members

Ismaeel’s school enrolment was set on 28th November 2024. I have sent all the relevant information over and he starts home schooling on 6th January 2024. The reason I have been reluctant in working with the previous school is because I have waiting for clarity on the questions I presented to them in both meetings. But the point is I am covered. Ismaeel is set for the new year. I will be putting him in youth groups and activity groups at madrassah as well just for him to maintain his social skills. I am also in the process of sorting out a transfer with my housing provider.

Furthermore, what I discuss online on my website. Is me talking from this trapped room I feel stuck in. I do not speak about anything with my outer family members, or the services or anyone in my reality. Even when I have meetings with the social services and schools etc, we discuss Ismaeel’s well being and laws etc but I never speak about the last day or anything I discuss on this website.

The reason the systems services are getting desperate and frustrated is because they want me to talk about all this openly to my family members so they can say I am paranoid or delusional. But I talk about it to people I am debating in the churches, protests and speakers corner and I have every right because it is just knowledge. But I never speak about it to the services nor do I speak about it with family members. I am 3 steps ahead of everyone. They tried to say I was delusional and talking about the last day and killing the jews before I was sectioned but where they messed up was when they didn’t tell my family this and added it to documents. They told my family I was in psychosis because I was coming off the drugs and vulnerable to domestic violence. I never knew anything about the last day when they first arrested me. It was after this that I started putting calculations together. And nor did I know it was on the documents until early this year. So a year later after everything. When I questioned the services about this, they started to change documents and documents kept going missing from my inbox for email and from my house. But thankfully I printed the documents and have them for safety and I also have been taking screenshots through my whole journey.

I would never want to over whelm my family with any of this but Allah says they will start to realise them selves because nothing is making sense on the news anymore, disasters keep coming and a lot of bizarre occurrences will keep happening.

The social worker called my father and tried to say forget the past and lets move forward and close the CPP plan. My father obviously agreed and said we have had enough of you lot hassling my daughter.

UPDATE DECEMBER 19TH 2024

So I messaged the social worker last week and asked for the public law outline to provide to a solicitor and as usual he ignored me. I was hoping to have a solicitor present in the meeting on January 8th. (He also ignored me over the summer, after the meeting on July 22nd when I asked for the complaints handle for surrey county council).

Instead he turned up today unannounced and in return I missed my GP appointment. My father was present in the whole meeting. And the social worker tried to deny everything, even though I have audio recordings of them basically admitting fault.

He then try to indirectly blackmail my father and tell him if I ask questions in the meeting thats coming, they may take it to court and put Ismaeel into care. I told him to hold his breath. And not blackmail my father.

No1 I have registered my son at a school, GP, Dentist and opticians.

No2 I have SELF referred for mental health, domestic violence and narcotics rehabiliation even though I have been sober for 2 years.

The social worker did try to bring up things that have already been addressed in the meetings. Which I clarified in front of my father and mentioned the meetings can prove my innocence. This shut the social worker up.

So the only thing the child services can do, in this meeting is either transfer the CPP plan to Bedford local authority OR hand my son over to my father. And I have 4 other siblings who wouldnt dare to allow my son to go into care, if this was ever an issue. But it wont be.

So I then he said we are hoping to end the plan.

I replied, of course. I am following all the rules and regluations and protocols like I was all year and a half. But this time in front of my father so I do not see why you wouldnt end the plan.

I also have a right to ask the independent chair of social services any questions I have. I have every right.

Another bizarre thing is, how the school will not be present at this meeting and have calculated them selves out the whole situation. I say guilty conscience. You can run, but you cannot hide.

Lets move on to January 8th child protection conference, which they moved to January 14th 2025 because they waited for my father to get on a plane to Pakistan so he doesn’t attend the meeting.

They used the school (town farm) not being present as an excuse and asked my father if he would be okay with them rearranging the meeting