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So I have decided to also talk about my health because I am witness to all the curses that were put out by the system.

I went through sexual assault at the age of 22/23 and lost my mum at the age of 25.

I was then addicted to alcohol and cocaine combined, followed by crack, heroin and all sorts of pills. (Well the good ones anyway).

I always followed my own processes because the system failed me countless times.

I always managed to pull through but was constantly going from one addiction to the next (for the last 18 years). I still had jobs and was functioning.

The last three years were purely heroin. I was still working, fasting one month a year and praying when I could. I never had a menstrual either because that’s what heroin did to me, it would take one blessing and replace it with a curse.

Over the last two years, I knew something was coming therefore I had to stop the drugs and get ready to better my life. I started to change my jobs and started applying for better jobs and reducing the heroin.

Along with drug addiction, I was diagnosed with light asthma and on and off chest pains. I was also told by the system that I had sepsis. I ignored them and was good as gold.

I have been clean since 22.12.2022 and it took me 2-3 weeks maximum to get clean. I was still working too. But then in April during Ramadhan, I re started my menstrual but I was too unwell to get off my couch for 3-4 weeks. Ever since I have got clean, my chest pains and light asthma have gone and I feel very blessed because I feel like I can breathe again. I can enjoy food again, even the way my hair falls off my head. I can now play with my daughter in the park, rather than sit on a bench and tell her to play with other kids. This is why people need to be grateful for their health, because it can go very quickly.

I was then sectioned, because everyone thought I was going insane, all because I was telling the truth but no one was ready to accept they had been brainwashed all this time, by the system. I then had to do five weeks in section 2 and section 17A.

Overall I am glad I have done it and I am glad that my health is coming back everyday and I see my blessings everyday.

God is great.

Sady X